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Published Nov. 26, 2020, 11:48 a.m. by Jennifer Appoh (jenniferappoh@gmail.com)

I saw myself running very fast, hiding at vantage places then moving to the next location. 

This continued for a long time till I realised I left something very important somewhere.

What did I leave? But ..... wait a minute, where was I going and what was I looking for?  Was I running for no reason?......

So I decided to find answers to these questions. 

Then it hit me, I had lost myself!   I have been running from myself, trying to fit in, seeking for approval was not so comforting after all.

There was always something missing. 

I wanted to be the best of somebody,  which wasn't even possible.

I hated myself because I was so different. 

Now I am confused, I don't also like what I have become.

I sat silently trying to put it all together,  it still didn't make sense.

I blamed people for my failures. 

He should have supported me more, she should have made me feel at home.

Maybe just maybe I wouldn't have ended up like this.

But hold on ooooh.......... Did they really have the power I gave them? 

I now know, I decide  ..... It has always been my choice. 

Now in my quest to seek myself, I have to go back to my first love, my creator.

I need to go home. I need to find myself. 

 

Dear reader, You decide, it has always been all you. Never let anyone tell you otherwise. 

 

 

 

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Don't write what you think people want to read.Find your voice and write about what's in your heart....... Quentin Tarantino.

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