Soul Siphon

Category: Creative Content | Tags(#): healing , Narrative

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Published Dec. 25, 2025, 12:31 a.m. by Pearl Mave_rick

Is hardly you see blood sacrifice these days, 

The last time I checked is outdated, 

Energy draining and harvesting is now the ultimate sacrifice, 

Anyone doing human sacrifice is selling body parts , 

Energy draining and harvesting is so smooth , 

Before you realized is too late... 

You don't understand how you got there, or why you were there,

You just question yourself,when it happens,

The day I noticed this , I was confused because I had no idea what I got myself into.

I tried to stay away , blocked, deleted , prayed but nothing happened, 

It became intense and worse,

I felt my heart so tightened to the extend I had to physically hit my chest just to breath.

I boiled my eyes out and I started to loss weight, 

Every time I stepped out I felt uncomfortable, isolated and scared,

I counted my steps few minutes to my apartment 

Then blacked out when I get inside.

 I was so tired, weak and fragile,

 Most of the time I sense death  waiting at my door, 

I didn't feel alive anymore , the only thing that makes me alive was the person that was draining me. 

Dealing with myself  was a huge task,

I lost appetite for food and I was starving.

Nothing wanted to stay in my stomach even if I tried.

Worst part , I can't explain what I was going through, Nobody will understand because I don't get it either. 

So I kept quiet, and if someone ask  whether I was sick, 

 I barely had an answer to justify my condition. 

Then one day I decided to say goodbye , 

To what I don't know, and that was the most difficult decisions I had ever made.

The physical threat started coming, it starts with" I will kill you with this gun and nobody will know,"

I laughed in my mind but I didn't flinched because is one thing to threaten me,

And is another thing for me to die... 

He called me a witch several times.

Then it continued with sending me to places and doing something about me trying to leave.

That's when it dawn on me , If I don't leave i might end up a missing person forever. 

I decided to move back home ,

Thinking it is easy for me to recover from all of that , 

But it got worse by the day ,

The memories were  fresh , the good times, the care and the droplets of attention. 

But he didn't go anywhere, he was still in my heart and mind,

I begged God to forgive all my sins and erase all my memories if that's what it will take to be normal again,

I cried days ,to months and into years, 

But he was  there, once a while he reached out.

I wanted something that I can use to get rid of him for good, anything, everything, whatever...

So I did the unthinkable, it took sometime 8 month also , 

I got close to something he cherish ,

The rest was or is still a history for another day...

Before I jumped on the moving wagon , 

I ask myself what could be the worst possible thing that could go wrong, 

My answer was" killing me and dumping my body somewhere, and all that will be on me"

I survived my mistakes and forgave myself,

Now I live to tell a story no one will understand.

No matter how many times I narrate it.

I appreciate , prioritize and love myself more .

I'm closing this year with this healing narrative as a gift for me.

 Thank you for reading I appreciate you all.

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Hello I'm Pearl, a day dreamer, over thinker and I love to put all in writing , I have a simple life but a complicated mind... Thank you for spending your precious time to read my post 💕💕💕🙏👌🎉💌💐💮🍀🌼